I forgot i had a blog. lol
thamma passed away.it's been 3 months...n sometimes it seems like she never existed. She bestowed upon us some memories which are becoming a blur day by day. you were here and now you are nowhere...that would only cost others(who love you) some hours of crying. We forget very soon..I don't. I hate this DEATH thing....
I got a suppli....though im not 5.someone..some ppl read alot...they indulge emselves in reading..they bury their faces in the pages of books....I contemplate of em as something that will never see the life. I am not talking of those who find solace in reading but those who force emselves to study just to ensure a good career. I dont study..don't like to..I don't care if I fail in exams...don;t care if I succeed or fail to succeed in life..i know that life will find its course itself. here I am to quote chris mccandless -careers r a 20th century invention and i dont want one..
none of my resolutions kept...hardly two days i tried..but that was going heavy on me....when you plan so much,life becomes a duller..life is very beautiful when you think you are not responsible for what you are doing..some ppl may say you walk to perdition that way.....i say why care? live you life,do whatever you like...run into the unknown...like an unbridle horse. Untether yourself!!!!
I turned 22...marching quietly towards DEATH!
I am on - Table tennis,carom,football,cricket,cards,chess,chinese checker,volleyball,video games,guitar,drums,computer and i m good at everything....fortunately i dont have the intention to be best..if i had,i would have ended up being a zombie...
the thing i have figured out a few days ago is that I don't make sense sometimes....I miserably fail to make sense. People around me get confused about what I am saying...first i thought this is just because of my limitations over English...but now I know what the devil is..that is I can't express myself...expressing oneself is an art and I am deprived of that art...
WOWWWWW!!! Someone commented on my posts....her name is sima....though I aint emphasising on the word 'her'...it could be a male in a guise of a female..lol...u know nothing is impossible...Well thank you sima....for sparing my posts some comments, which for sure would increase my interest to log in more frequent :). frankly speaking when I read your comments the very first thought was like you are a gal named sima from some remote part of bihar, who's taking interests in learning bengali......
Durga Puja is in the offing......I am sure as hell I will consume a handsome amount of alcohol on those 4days...I am feeling happy ;)
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