SleepDeprived

I have not been having a solid sleep for a long while. I wake up with an unknown fear everytime I edge nearer to sleep. is it INSOMNIA??

I am missing flying in the dreams !! 

And missing that creepy scene where I am trying to run desperately but some unalterable energy doesn't allow me to move an inch...no matter how hard I try.It may be frightening but thrilling too.

I had had my first fag on 28th. I thought I would inhale the smoke straight but atlast got it through my hanky just to get a nicotine-free smoke. I don't know if I missed out on the real taste,it was not that action-packed..


yes,obviously I would say Ma a no if she ever asks me If i ever had a ciggy,but this time that NO would not be that emphatic....*sighs*